Minnesota head football coach Jerry Kill announced his retirement this morning, a decision he made due to lingering health issues. Kill, a survivor of kidney cancer, has been dealing with seizures for the last few years, and they have finally become too much for him to deal with while also coaching.

The opening statement Kill made at this morning’s press conference is above, and it’s tough sledding. “I know somebody will ask, ‘Coach, what are you gonna do?’” he says at one point. “I don’t know. I ain’t done anything else. That’s the scary part.”