Hey. Has anyone here had an actual panic attack? Without going in to too much detail the girlfriend and I had "a talk" last night. We have lived together for the last 4 months, been together over 2 years. We decided we're going to work to try to fix things but I don't feel optimistic at all. Since the talk my heart has been racing (going on 18 hours later), I couldn't sleep a wink, I feel a bit light headed, and my stomach is doing flips and I feel like I'm going to puke. Is there something actually wrong with me? Or is this "normal' and I'm just worried? It would be so much easier to have this answered in DUAN than to go to an actual counselor. . .
Today in the car my girlfriend was trying to remember "that one dead guy from Cuba." I assumed she meant Castro and made fun of her for thinking he was dead. She then proceeded to convince me that he died in April. I usually keep up with the news and was almost positive that he was still alive but she was so convinced that it put doubt in my mind. So I looked it up on wikipedia and saw 2 dates under his name, 1 ending in April of 2011 and decided that she was correct. I was crushed. I couldn't believe that I was wrong or that I had forgotten. I started to assume that my brain was turning to mush. Of course about 3 hours later I mentioned this to someone and they said I was crazy and I realized that I hadn't read through wikipedia and just assumed the dates he was in power were his born by and dead by dates. I am so ashamed and furious at myself for this entire episode. One of you guys has to have had a similar SNAFU in their lives, right? Cheer me up and tell me your shameful stories. Also, bye bye Packers. Hooray!
A while ago I bough an obscene amount of ground pork to make some meatballs. I thought I was going to double the recipe but once I started cooking I realized that was a ludicrous idea. So I'm trying to get rid of this pork. So far I have made pot stickers, szechwan string beans, ants crawling on the tree (ground pork served in lettuce cups), and a different meatball recipe. Yet the pork seems to keep replicating and I will never get rid of it. I was wondering if anyone had a good recipe they could pass along. I know a couple of other Chinese dishes that use it but the girlfriend is getting a little irritated with all the Chinese food I've been making since I got a wok for Christmas. Thoughts?