Here's some shit that will bum you out. According to TMZ, this video of a shirtless and fucked-up-on-something Lamar Odom freestyle rapping with some other dude was shot sometime in the last month. If that's true, it doesn't look like Odom's recovery from substance abuse issues is going too well.

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There's not much to be gleaned from whatever the hell it is Odom is trying to say. It's all very slurred and mumbly and just downright sad.

[TMZ]